Fight Your Way.

So I decided to make a blog to share what I am learning in my faith and to help others who are struggling in theirs. But in reality, I'm the one struggling. It is way harder to climb out of that pit than to fall into it. I am on the worship team and will be preaching later this month and I need to get my head straight for both to happen. Because I don't want to be one of those fake leaders in the church that fall away in the faith. Lately having some good study time in the word and prayer has been incredibly hard for me. I know what I have to do, but my flesh (Dark Passenger) seems to get the hold of me. Function is a product of identity. That was Sean's big idea in his sermon called "Identity Crisis". You have to know who you are before you know what you are supposed to do. I am a christian. A follower of our Lord Jesus Christ. A warrior for the kingdom. A man of God has to know where he stands and when he does, he needs to stand there no matter what (Wild at Heart). My king, I will stand for you. I will surrender my life to you. I am so sorry for the disappointment I have caused you. Please help me to be strong and to stand for you as a man of God should. Please forgive me for my trespasses and please help me next time trouble comes. You always do provide a way out. I pray that you'll help me see that. I love you and will live my life for you.Your will, my hands. Amen.